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Post by parker bryton rossi on Oct 26, 2008 22:29:34 GMT -5
sometimes it's hard to know.
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he licked his lip without noticing at the first sight of his friend. parker couldn't really help these pathetic tendencies to imagine when he got around kyler. it was worse than it was when he was simply hitting on some hot chick, too. he felt some odd urge, some weird feeling when he got around kyler that he hadn't felt in a really long time. it was a feeling he probably hadn't even felt ever before he met kyler jameson. he didn't like said feeling, so he usually dismissed as lust. he tried to dismiss is as lust, at least, but it that didn't work either.
parker was busying himself talking to someone, occasionally peeking out of the corner of his eye at the dark haired male sitting over by himself in the green grass. after awhile he grew tired of the person he was talking to and decided to actually go over at talk to his friend - you would think that parker would get nervous when he got that weird, intense feeling for kyler, but he just kind of forgot about it and went over like he would any other day. once he got to the other man, he usually forgot about the feeling and continued being annoyed or friends with him - depending where they had left off.
parker sauntered over to kyler, pretending like he had nothing to do and wasn't really planning on talking to him. they'd been okay terms the last time they'd talk, but parker never knew with this one. it depended on both of the boys' moods. parker was in just a fine, dandy mood today and he had absolutely no problem, but he couldn't be sure. he made his steps quieter once his feet finally found kyler's body and the path to it, getting down on his knees once he was close enough and whispering softly to his ear, "boo." a nice gush of air was sent past kyler's ear and then parker crawled over to plop down lazily next to him.
"heey kyler," he tried a flashy smile for effect. "how're you today, misterr?" he tilted his head to the side childishly, biting down on the flesh on the inside of his cheek in anticipation, but where kyler couldn't see it. things like that were completely involuntary when it came to parker talking to people - was he just excited to talk to people in general, or maybe this was him acting like a thirteen year old girl around the boy she liked? eh, he did it anyways. he slicked his lower lip again and rolled his shoulders back as he put all of his upper body weight on his hands against the ground to hold him up. a pathetic rush of doubts went through his head - what if kyler just hated him today? fuck. this would be a freaky moment of anticipation. shit, parker felt like he shouldn't have been feeling so worried about someone. holy crap, he wasn't ever supposed to feel anything. he didn't like feeling that way.
damn, he was over exaggerating. what feelings will do to a boy...
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Post by kyler pheonix jameson on Oct 30, 2008 1:33:45 GMT -5
but maybe it’s all eyes on him,
in love with ego and intention,
the eyes that are just begging me for more,
this is gone and i can see it, your head is full of words,
full of words that don’t mean anything
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cloud watching was one of the best things in the world, almost as awesome as people watching, which is something that kyler thought was pretty damn entertaining on a boring day. while watching the clouds you could pick out random shapes and the outlines of people and then make stories about it, or you could just simply stare out into space and reflect on just how big the world and the whole fucking universe really is. today kyler jameson was doing a bit of both, not really focusing on much of anything as he stared up at the white, fluffy clouds floating on by. occasionally he'd be off in his own little world, only to have the biting winds flip his hair into his face and bring him back into reality. it was a suprisingly cold day, but luckily enough for kyler he always wore a sweater so he was slightly warm wrapped up inside of it. however, after about the fourth time of the wind using his own hair against him, he had half a mind to just stand up and leave the front yard. obviously the outside world was not being very pleasant today, so he should try and come back later. rubbing his bright, pretty blue eyes he yawned and looked away fromt he clouds, focusing now on the area around him. all he knew was that there were random people out walking around or talking to people, not that he recognized many of them. or maybe he did, but he couldn't recall their names at all. all that mattered to him now, really, was that he was just in time for an afternoon nap of some kind.
however, any idea of a nap was quickly forgotten about when he heard a familiar voice in his ear, making a shiver go down his spine. biting his lip, he willed the heat in his cheeks to go away. it wasn't like parker had noticed the shiver anyways, so what was there to blush about? nothing, he was just being a weirdo. shaking his head a little, he looked over at the other and grinned. no matter how much parker could annoy the hell out of kyler on any given day, kyler couldn't say that he didn't like him. hell, he was probably one of the few that he knew around the house, or one of the ones he could actually stand. most of them just wanted to whore themselves out to the camera, and although parker might want that, kyler hadn't really seen it yet. and kyler'd be stupid not to think that parker was attractive, anyone within a mile radius could see that, so you couldn't really blame him for getting just a little flustered around him, not that kyler'd admit he got flustered around parker at all. "you're a very terrifying monster," he commented, smirking at his friend. too bad he said 'boo,' which means ghost.... monsters could say boo if they wanted to, too!
tucking a lock of his hair behind his ear and away from his eyes, he scooted a little bit closer to parker without even realizing it. "i'm doing fine. watching the clouds," he grinned, almost looking like a twelve-year-old child, as he motioned towards the sky. "not the most entertaining thing, i know. buuut... what can you do?" shrugging his shoulders, he eyed parker through his eyelashes, admiring how he looked today. it was the same as every other day, sure, but staring at the man that you liked just seemed to be way more entertaining than staring at the clouds, or at least it did to kyler. biting his lip, he chewed on it in a nervous way as he stared up at the clouds, wondering what he should say that wouldn't sound completely lame. finally, he exhaled and flicked some of the hair out of his face, looking over at him. "so what's up with you?" there, he said something. probably not the most original thing but it seemed appropriate to ask him as well, and he couldn't really think of what else to say. lame? yes, but that's how kyler rolls.
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Post by parker bryton rossi on Nov 2, 2008 16:47:11 GMT -5
sometimes it's hard to know.
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"yeah, i've heard it before." was it cocky to say that he'd been called a terrifying monster before? he really didn't think so, but it was technically gloating. his tone was not that different than usual, and he let out a familiar laugh afterwards. "i'm a beast. rawwrr." he smirked pathetically and stopped at his attempts with humor, something he wasn't particularly good at. at least, he was only funny in the way that what he was saying was not too funny at all and his attempts were childish and adorable. that kind of thing.
awh, he was watching clouds. kyler was all too cute in parker's opinion. he figured he would never say it because kyler probably didn't want to be considered "cute" or "adorable" (at least not by the likes of parker), but he could think it in his mind very easily and quite frequently. "you're such a kid, y'know." another smirk curled up the sides of his lips. "i guess it can be entertaining if you want it to be." parker shrugged. "what can you do?" he always took things further than they needed to go. "well, i could entertain you. i don't know how, but that's what i'm planning on doing." he gave a reassuring nod to his friend.
every once a while he would notice the subconscious sitting closer of kyler, but he never really cared about it. every once in a while he was think about maybe getting closer, too, but would again realize that it wasn't exactly proper with kyler. probably with anyone else, but it honestly felt a little bit more awkward than it was supposed to with him. it was supposed to never matter if he draped himself over a person or pulled them closer, but he got gross little tingles in his skin when he realized it was kyler right there. it made him kind of sick to his stomach at the thought. parker had a pretty big problem with expressing feelings and not hiding things or denying things, so this was only routine for him...not that those feelings happened often for him. another thing he liked to deny was that kyler was the only one who made him feel that. ewh. that was a gross idea.
"nothing much, i guess." he shrugged. he didn't have much to say for his day. he'd woke up, got some cereal, got dressed, been summoned to the confessional room, and then he'd given up on his day. there wasn't much going on, either. eh, boring. lately there hadn't been all that much going on his world since he'd got on the show. the beach was coming up. that was all he had to say for himself. he'd gone to a few parties. pretty routine. he felt so boring. this was another feeling he didn't appreciate.
ooc; MINE SUCKS SO BAD. :[[
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