, he wears his heart safetypinned to his backpack

[caydance matthias taylor]

caydance taylor !

[/b][/color][/color][/font]
this is the moment that we will come alive[/color][/font]
brace yourself for love, sweet love, secret love[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]



i thought of you and the time we jumped[/color][/font]
the fence, both sides ripped down,[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
we dove right in and the cops chased us again.[/color][/font]

COMPLETESTRANGER I TOLD YOU BEFORE, I'M NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO HOLD
FRIENDOFAFRIEND ME; TAKE YOUR HAND OFF MY BACK, THE WEIGHT IS MAKING ME
SAMECLIQUE HEAVY. I DON'T LIKE PUBLIC AFFECTION IT BELONGS IN THE BEDROOM.
JUSTMET WELL I DON'T WANT TO RUN AROUND, I'VE GOT PLANS IN THE AFTERNOON.
FIRSTNAMEBASIS WHAT DID YOU EXPECT? WELL I TOLD YOU FROM THE START THAT
ACQUAINTANCES I'M NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND. ALL THE HOPE, ALL THE PAIN, ALL THE
ONANDOFF TIMES YOU CRIED. EVERY LAUGH, EVERY KISS, EVERY TIME I LIED. WELL
SECRET I'M NOT WHAT YOU THINK OR DREAMED OF; IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD. YOU N-
PARTYFRIEND EED SOMEBODY NICE, SOMEONE WITH PATIENCE, AND A BIG FAT WAL
DRINKINGFRIEND LET TO PAY FOR ALL YOUR EXPENSES. WHOA. NO COMPLIMENT W
ENEMIESTURNEDFRIENDS ILL EVER BE ENOUGH IN YOUR EYES. YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE
FAMILYFRIEND TO PLEASE EVEN WITH SURPRISES; I COULD NEVER SAY ALL THE THI
CHILDHOODFRIEND NGS YOU NEED TO HEAR. WELL THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS
INNERCIRCLE THAT FIT. WAKE UP YOU HAVE TO SEE, YOU CAN'T GO ON THIS WAY. IT
OUTERCIRCLE IS YOU WHO MAKES IT HARD, IT'S NOT REAL; IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD. I'M
GOODFRIENDS LOSING YOU, I'M LOSING ALL CONTROL. JUST LET ME BE, LET ME BE ALO
CLOSEFRIENDS NE FOR NOW, I WANNA BE ALONE TONIGHT. ONCE AGAIN, WE'VE GONE
CONFIDANTS OFF TRACK AND LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. IT'S TIME TO RESTART
BESTFRIEND AND THEN, TRY ALL OVER AGAIN. IT'S TIME TO WORK, THE WORK IS USELE
BESTGUY SS NOW. OH, CAN'T YOU SEE YOUR HELP IS LOST IN ME? I WANNA BE ALONE TO
BESTGAL NIGHT. ONCE AGAIN WE'VE GONE OFF TRACK AND LOST ALL HOPE FOR EVER CO
PARTNERINCRIME MING BACK. IT'S TIME TO RESTART AND THEN TRY ALL OVER, YEAH TRY
ATTACHEDATTHEHIP ALL OVER. WE'VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, WE'VE LOST A
INSEPERABLE LL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. WE'VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, LOST
PRACTICALLYFAMILY ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. ONCE AGAIN, WE'VE GONE OFF TRACK.[/color][/color][/font]

no, we won't talk, we won't say a[/color][/font]
word. i know, you've heard this before:[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
don't speak liar, sit back and tell me.[/color][/font]

BURNINHELL AND LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, IT'S TIME TO START AGAIN AND THEN
HARDCOREHATRED TRY ALL OVER AGAIN. I'M A TERRIBLE PERSON, I'M A TERRIBLE PERSON,
ONESIDEDHATRED I'M A TERRIBLE PERSON, CAUSE I'VE MADE UP MY MIND. I'M A TERRIBLE
INTOLERABLE PERSON, CAUSE I'VE LEAD HER ON. AND I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS WH
MUTUALDISLIKE AT I'VE DONE TO HER. I'M MUCH SMARTER NOW, I WON'T TELL HER FRIENDS
ONESIDEDDISLIKE BEFORE HER; I'M AFRAID. IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT IS
BARELYTOLERABLE GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME S
BYASSOCIATION UNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY. I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON,
NEWFOUNDENEMIES I READ HER DIARY. I'M NOT TO BE TRUSTED. I TOLD ALL OF HER SECRE
CONSTANTIRRITATION TS TO ALL THE GUYS IN TOWN. THEY ALL LAUGH AND SLAP ME FIVE.
BACKSTABBED LUCKILY SHE DOESN'T HAVE DIRT ON ME, 'CAUSE I'M THE CLEANEST GUY IN
CHEATEDON TOWN. I'M AFRAID. IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A
ENVY BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A B
JEALOUSY AD DAY COME SUNDAY. I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE SORRY. NO I'M NOT SORRY F
RIVALRY OR WHAT I'VE DONE AND I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER WAKE UP LONELY 'CAUSE HAVI
FRIENDLYRIVALRY NG HER AROUND WASN'T THAT SPECIAL. I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE SO
INTIMIDATED RRY. NO I'M NOT SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE AND I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER
FEAR WAKE UP LONELY 'CAUSE HAVING HER AROUND WASN'T THAT SPECIAL. IT'S GONNA B
DISGUST E A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY, IT'S GONNA
ARGUMENTIVE BE A BAD DAY COME SUNDAY. LOVE DON'T COME SO EASILY, IT DOESN'T HAV
FRIENDSTURNEDENEMIES E TO END IN TRAGEDY. I HAVE YOU AND YOU HAVE ME; WE'RE O
TOLERANCE NE IN A MILLION, WHY CAN'T YOU SEE? I'M WAITING, WAITING FOR NOTHING.
TENSION YOU'RE LEAVING, LEAVING ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? W
INDIFFERENCE HEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? I TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS, BUT YOU[/color][/color][/font]

don't sell your heart, don't say we[/color][/font]
are not meant to be. run, baby, run,[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
forever we will be, you and me.[/color][/font]

TRUELOVE R LIFE IS ONE BIG MESS. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? WHEN DID YOUR
INLOVE HEART GO MISSING, YEAH? I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID, I NEVER WAS LYING WHE
FINAL N WE TALKED IN BED. I'M RETRACING EVERY WORD IN MY HEAD, WHAT DID I MISS B
MARRIED ACK THEN? I WAS SO, SO MISLEAD. I'M WAITING, WAITING FOR NOTHING. YOU'RE
SPOUSE LEAVING, LEAVING ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? WHEN DID
ENGAGED YOUR HEART GO MISSING? I TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS, BUT YOUR LIFE IS JUST
CURRENT ONE BIG MESS. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO
POSSIBLEFUTURE MISSING? I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW COULD YOU FORGET WHAT WE HA
FUTURE D? IT'S SO WRONG. I'M WAITING, WAITING FOR NOTHING. YOU'RE LEAVING, LEAVIN
ONANDOFF G ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? WHEN DID YOUR HEART
PASTBADTERMS GO MISSING? WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? I TREAT YOU LIKE A PRI
PASTGOODTERMS NCESS, BUT YOUR LIFE IS ONE BIG MESS. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISS
PASTSTILLCHEMISTRY ING? WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? YEAH! THINGS WERE SO G
HIGHSCHOOLSWEETHEARTS OOD. WE HAD A LITTLE DREAM TOGETHER; BUY A HOUSE, SETT
PHYSICALRELATIONSHIP LE DOWN, DO OUR THING. BUT YOU DISAPPEARED ON ME AND YOU
PHYSICALATTRACTION R HEART, YOUR HEART WENT MISSIN'. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIND I
SECRET T, I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT IS. I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOUR HEART WENT, IT WAS HE
INDENIAL RE JUST THE OTHER DAY. NOW IT'S GONE. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE; CALL THE
FORBIDDEN INVESTIGATOR, THE HEART INVESTIGATOR. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S RIGHT A
CHEMISTRY NYMORE; YOU THINK YOUR LOVE WAS JUST A SCORE. ARE YOU TOO YOUNG OR A
ADDICTIVE FRAID TO GROW UP? YOU CAN WORK THIS OUT IF YOU BOTH TRY, IT'S HARDER TO
OBSESSIVE CHEAT BUT HARDER TO LIE. IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT OR JUST A PASSING THOUG
DESTRUCTIVE HT? MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO AND BREAK HER H
TENSION EART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO DECIDE. ASK YOURSELF “WHAT FOR? WHAT
MUTUALCRUSH FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU PAINTED A PICTURE YOU WANTED TO SEE,
CRUSHONYOU YOU CAN LAUGH THIS ONE OFF BUT IT'S NOT EASY. SHE'S GIVEN YOU EVERYTH
CRUSHONHIM ING SHE HAS, OH, OH. MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO &
FLIRTING BREAK HER HEART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO DECIDE. ASK YOURSELF, “WH
FLEETINGGLANCES AT FOR? WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU WANTED HER AND YOU
BUTTERFLIESINSTOMACH GOT HER BUT YOU'RE STILL SO CARELESS WITH YOUR WORDS. IF Y
ONENIGHTSTAND OU LET HER GO, SHE'LL MOVE ON. FIND SOMEONE, SHE'S NEVER COMING B
FUCKBUDDIES ACK. HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITH THAT? MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT, B
MAKEOUTBUDDIES EFORE YOU GO AND BREAK HER HEART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO
ENEMIESWITHBENEFITS DECIDE. SO YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT SOME MORE. ASK YOURSE
FRIENDSWITHBENEFITS LF, “WHAT FOR?” (I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE IT'S JUST THE SAME OLD L[/color][/color][/font]

let's burn our dreams into the skylines;[/color][/font]
tattoo our sweat in tears, forever you and i.[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
hold your breathe till we cross the sundown.[/color][/font]

SIBLING INE.) WHAT FOR? (I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE JUST THE SAME OLD GUY.) WHAT FOR? (MAY
HALFSIBLING BE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT YOU WRITE.) WHAT FOR? (MAYBE YOU'LL MEET
STEPSIBLING SOMEONE TO KNOW YOUR LIFE.) WHAT FOR? (YOU SAID I LIED SINCE THE DAY WE
PARENT MET.) WHAT FOR? (BUT I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID.) WHAT FOR? (SOMEDAY YOU'LL M
FAMILY ISS EVERYDAY WE SPENT.) WHAT FOR? STAY AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS THEY'RE SMOOTH
FUTUREFAMILY OPERATORS, LOOKING FOR A WAY IN. STAY AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT, I'VE MADE
EXTENDEDFAMILY OTHER PLANS AND YOU'LL JUST BE DISTRACTING ME. IN A GOOD WAY. SHE D
INLAWS OESN'T KNOW THAT I LOVE HER. YES, I LOVE HER. MAKE A MOVE ON ME BABY, I CAN'T A
TEACHERSTUDENT LWAYS BE THE ONE TAKING CHANCES. SEE YOU DOWN, SO YOU GET DOWN. N
MENTOR O, YOU'VE GOT ME ALL WRONG. I JUST WANT TO KISS YOUR LIPS AND YOU TO KISS BACK.
EMOTIONALSUPPORT SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I LOVE HER. YES, I LOVE HER. LEAVE US ALONE; Y
GOODINFLUENCE OUR FRIENDS AND MY FRIENDS SHOULD GO AWAY. FAR AWAY. HEY BABY, YOU'
BADINFLUENCE VE HIT ME AGAIN, ONE MORE TIME. YOU SAID BYE-BYE-BYE, BYE-BYE, GOOD BYE.
RESPECT THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOPHIST
DISRESPECT ICATED MONEY-MAKERS, FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. HEY DIGITAL, YOU'R
TRUST E JUST A BITCH ON STRINGS. YOU'LL BE BACK MILKING COWS BEFORE YOU CASH THE CHEC
DISTRUST K. WELL, I'LL JUST WAIT AROUND TILL YOU FADE AWAY LIKE THE REST, LIKE THE BEST
PROTECTIVE OF THE BEST. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? THESE ARE THE WORDS OF T
ADMIRATION HE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOPHISTICATED MONEY-MAKERS,
LOVE-HATE FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? SAID
CONFUSED THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE... THESE A
CONFLICTEDFEELINGS RE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS; THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOP
ROOMMATE HISTICATED MONEY-MACHINES, FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. CAN YOU GUE
HOUSEMATE SS WHY I HAVEN'T CALLED YOU BACK? I SAID I'M SCREENING CALLS, EVEN YOUR CAL
BANDMATE LS. WHY AM I SUCH A BAD GUY? I'M JUST DOING OTHER THINGS LIKE YOU DO OTHER T
WORKRELATIONS HINGS. I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU, SIMPLY BECAUSE, SIMPLY BECAUSE.
TENSE I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE TRUST, OF THE TRUST. YOU'RE
AWKWARD UP ALL NIGHT FIXING YOUR HAIR, BUT YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH THAT I'M SATISFI
COMPLICATED ED. I'M DOING THINGS LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I'M NOT PARTYING, I'M PARTING FROM
STALKER THE NON-CREATIVE, YEAH. I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU, SIMPLY BECAUSE, SIMPLY
FAN BECAUSE. I COULD NEVER LOVE YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE TRUST, OF THE TRUST. YOU'VE
WILLCHANGEFOR LOST MY LOVE. OOH, YEAH. I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU, SIMPLY BECAUSE,
OTHER (SPECIFY) SIMPLY BECAUSE. I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU, SIMPLY BECAUSE, SIMPLY.
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secret valentine, we'll write a song[/color][/font]
that turns out the lights. when both[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
boy and girl star suddenly shaking inside.[/color][/font]

hey there homeskillets. there is now another plot by DAZZLE ! at CAUTION yeah, she rather enjoys
making plotpages; they're, like, therapeutic or something like that! but anywayssss, this plot features
TWO, yes, TWO artists. all of the header stuff (the bigger shit) is by we the king!!!!! : D, yeahhhh, the
band who just released their first album a stint ago. if you haven't listened to their stuff, go do it now.
the rest of the lyrics are from rooney! yepyepyep train, because tanya/snoweh adores them and their
stuff, you probably know them from their song “drops of jupiter” which is in there, because you can't
do a train plottage without including that song. anywho, leave all of these credits here so that a: i don't
get sued by anybody and b: you won't get attacked by a hoarde of rabid emus that hate it when you steal
things that aren't yours. so, just don't take this plot and claim you made it because the maker will be
really, really, really, really pissed off. end of story.

now for the actual plottage: be creative. my character doesn't need a million bffls or enemies or lovers.
if my character is married they're probably not going to have a crush on your character, if they have a
final you're not going to be their final. use your brain or you might get attacked by killer rabbits like you
will if you're underage and buying cigarettes in pennsylvania (or you'll just be carded, i dunno those
commercials confuse me). i have final say on everything, duh, and lets try to make the histories at least
six to eight sentences. NO ONE LINERS OR I MIGHT HAVE TO SHANK YOU. have a nice day. (:
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[caydance matthias taylor]

don't waste your time

[/color][/font]
speed up breathing[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
just close your eyes[/color][/font]


alice marianne prewett ![/b][/color][/color][/font]


COMPLETESTRANGER I TOLD YOU BEFORE, I'M NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO HOLD
BURNINHELL AND LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, IT'S TIME TO START AGAIN AND THEN
TRUELOVE R LIFE IS ONE BIG MESS. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? WHEN DID YOUR
SIBLING INE.) WHAT FOR? (I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE JUST THE SAME OLD GUY.) WHAT FOR? (MAY

ALICE ! psh, this example sucks.
ALICE ! shut the fuck up.

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[font=georgia][size=5][color=black][b]full name here, foo[/color] [color=D50033][i]![/i][/b][/color][/size][/font][size=0][color=black][font=georgia]
s/he's a beauty queen/prom king of only [b]age[/b], s/he has some problems with herself/himself.
but, that's okay, because you'll always be [b]i'll fill in[/b].

relationships!

[b]YOURCHARACTERNAME [I]![/I][/B] “ladedah history.”
[b]CAYDANCE [I]![/I][/B] “leave this shit here.”
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[caydance matthias taylor]

soft kiss and wine, what a pretty friend of mine

[/color][/font]
we're finally intertwined, nervous and shy for the moment.[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]
we will come alive, tonight.[/color][/font]


teagan blaise smiths. ![/b][/color][/size][/font]
he's a prom king of only twenty-one, he has some problems with himself.
but, that's okay, because you'll always be i'll fill in.

ONANDOFF TIMES YOU CRIED. EVERY LAUGH, EVERY KISS, EVERY TIME I LIED. WELL
TEENFRIEND NGS YOU NEED TO HEAR. WELL THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS
INSEPERABLE LL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. WE'VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, LOST
TENSION YOU'RE LEAVING, LEAVING ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? W
ONESIDEDLOVE HEART GO MISSING, YEAH? I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID, I NEVER WAS LYING WHE
POSSIBLEFUTURE MISSING? I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW COULD YOU FORGET WHAT WE HA
PHYSICALATTRACTION R HEART, YOUR HEART WENT MISSIN'. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIND I
INDENIAL RE JUST THE OTHER DAY. NOW IT'S GONE. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE; CALL THE
CHEMISTRY NYMORE; YOU THINK YOUR LOVE WAS JUST A SCORE. ARE YOU TOO YOUNG OR A
TENSION EART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO DECIDE. ASK YOURSELF “WHAT FOR? WHAT
MUTUALCRUSH FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU PAINTED A PICTURE YOU WANTED TO SEE,
CRUSHONYOU YOU CAN LAUGH THIS ONE OFF BUT IT'S NOT EASY. SHE'S GIVEN YOU EVERYTH
CRUSHONHIM ING SHE HAS, OH, OH. MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO &
FLEETINGGLANCES AT FOR? WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU WANTED HER AND YOU
BUTTERFLIESINSTOMACH GOT HER BUT YOU'RE STILL SO CARELESS WITH YOUR WORDS. IF Y
RESPECT THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOPHIST
PROTECTIVE OF THE BEST. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? THESE ARE THE WORDS OF T
LOVE-HATE FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? SAID
CONFUSED THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE... THESE A
TENSE I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE TRUST, OF THE TRUST. YOU'RE
AWKWARD UP ALL NIGHT FIXING YOUR HAIR, BUT YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH THAT I'M SATISFI
COMPLICATED ED. I'M DOING THINGS LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I'M NOT PARTYING, I'M PARTING FROM

TEAGAN ! “caydance. he was my best friend, practically my everything, and...well, he was the only person i've ever felt completely comfortable with. we were seventeen. we met at school or something, made friends straight away. it was undeniable that he was attractive, but i never actually thought about it back then. i was eighteen when everything started to change between him and i - or no, things started to change for me. i got butterflies whenever i saw him. i had dreams about him. i started falling for him, hard. i guess i'd never noticed before how my best friend was so perfect and so...amazing...i never decided to tell him, though. i didn't want to ruin what he already had, and i was almost positive that he would have said no. i mean, cuddling and piggyback rides were close enough, yeah? no. it wasn't, though. it took me awhile to notice that i really, really needed him to be mine. not just my best friend, but my boyfriend. it's too bad that it never worked out. i was nineteen when i went over to his place, equipped with some flowers, opened the door and found him and some guy - a cute guy, mad props, cay - making out on the couch. luckily, they were so caught up in each other that they didn't really notice me with my mouth open and my flowers on the floor in the doorway. they might have noticed when the door slammed and there were some flowers lying astray in the doorway, but i was already gone by then. i knew he didn't like me back. this was caydance, my best friend. he didn't want to be anything more than my best friend and i had known it all along. i cried that minute. that hour. that day. maybe for a week or so. i started avoiding him blatantly - still am, quite honestly. he had that cute guy got really serious and i guess he forgot about persistently calling me to try and get me to start talking to him again. i didn't get a call from him for a really long time...and then we just not friends anymore. i still wasn't over it. i'm still not over it. i thought the show would be a good way to get past my annoying feelings, but again i was wrong. i seem to have made a good habit of being unlucky and wrong. he's here. he and that stupid, stupid boy are both here...i hate it. i want to go home right now, so bad. either that, or i want him. i know i can't spoil his new love thing for him, though. i can't do that to the person that i love...but, wait, does that sound twisted to you?”
CAYDANCE ! “leave this shit here.”
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[teagan blaise smiths]

teagan blaise smiths. ![/b][/color][/size][/font]
he's a prom king of only twenty-one, he has some problems with himself.
but, that's okay, because you'll always be i'll fill in.

ONANDOFF TIMES YOU CRIED. EVERY LAUGH, EVERY KISS, EVERY TIME I LIED. WELL
CHILDHOODFRIEND NGS YOU NEED TO HEAR. WELL THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS * TEENAGE, WHATEVS.
INSEPERABLE LL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. WE'VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, LOST
TENSION YOU'RE LEAVING, LEAVING ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? W
INLOVE HEART GO MISSING, YEAH? I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID, I NEVER WAS LYING WHE * ONE-SIDED, I GUESS.
POSSIBLEFUTURE MISSING? I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW COULD YOU FORGET WHAT WE HA
PHYSICALATTRACTION R HEART, YOUR HEART WENT MISSIN'. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIND I
INDENIAL RE JUST THE OTHER DAY. NOW IT'S GONE. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE; CALL THE
CHEMISTRY NYMORE; YOU THINK YOUR LOVE WAS JUST A SCORE. ARE YOU TOO YOUNG OR A
TENSION EART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO DECIDE. ASK YOURSELF “WHAT FOR? WHAT
MUTUALCRUSH FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU PAINTED A PICTURE YOU WANTED TO SEE,
CRUSHONYOU YOU CAN LAUGH THIS ONE OFF BUT IT'S NOT EASY. SHE'S GIVEN YOU EVERYTH
CRUSHONHIM ING SHE HAS, OH, OH. MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO &
FLEETINGGLANCES AT FOR? WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU WANTED HER AND YOU
BUTTERFLIESINSTOMACH GOT HER BUT YOU'RE STILL SO CARELESS WITH YOUR WORDS. IF Y
RESPECT THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOPHIST
PROTECTIVE OF THE BEST. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? THESE ARE THE WORDS OF T
LOVE-HATE FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? SAID
CONFUSED THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE... THESE A
TENSE I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE TRUST, OF THE TRUST. YOU'RE
AWKWARD UP ALL NIGHT FIXING YOUR HAIR, BUT YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH THAT I'M SATISFI
COMPLICATED ED. I'M DOING THINGS LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I'M NOT PARTYING, I'M PARTING FROM

TEAGAN ! “caydance. he was my best friend, practically my everything, and...well, he was the only person i've ever felt completely comfortable with. we were seventeen. we met at school or something, made friends straight away. it was undeniable that he was attractive, but i never actually thought about it back then. i was eighteen when everything started to change between him and i - or no, things started to change for me. i got butterflies whenever i saw him. i had dreams about him. i started falling for him, hard. i guess i'd never noticed before how my best friend was so perfect and so...amazing...i never decided to tell him, though. i didn't want to ruin what he already had, and i was almost positive that he would have said no. i mean, cuddling and piggyback rides were close enough, yeah? no. it wasn't, though. it took me awhile to notice that i really, really needed him to be mine. not just my best friend, but my boyfriend. it's too bad that it never worked out. i was nineteen when i went over to his place, equipped with some flowers, opened the door and found him and some guy - a cute guy, mad props, cay - making out on the couch. luckily, they were so caught up in each other that they didn't really notice me with my mouth open and my flowers on the floor in the doorway. they might have noticed when the door slammed and there were some flowers lying astray in the doorway, but i was already gone by then. i knew he didn't like me back. this was caydance, my best friend. he didn't want to be anything more than my best friend and i had known it all along. i cried that minute. that hour. that day. maybe for a week or so. i started avoiding him blatantly - still am, quite honestly. he had that cute guy got really serious and i guess he forgot about persistently calling me to try and get me to start talking to him again. i didn't get a call from him for a really long time...and then we just not friends anymore. i still wasn't over it. i'm still not over it. i thought the show would be a good way to get past my annoying feelings, but again i was wrong. i seem to have made a good habit of being unlucky and wrong. he's here. he and that stupid, stupid boy are both here...i hate it. i want to go home right now, so bad. either that, or i want him. i know i can't spoil his new love thing for him, though. i can't do that to the person that i love...but, wait, does that sound twisted to you?”
CAYDANCE ! “leave this shit here.”
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[font=georgia][size=5][color=black][b]teagan blaise smiths.[/color] [color=D50033][i]![/i][/b][/color][/size][/font][size=0][color=black][font=georgia]
he's a prom king of only [b]twenty-one[/b], he has some problems with himself.
but, that's okay, because you'll always be [b]i'll fill in[/b].

ONANDOFF[color=FF4646] TIMES YOU CRIED. EVERY LAUGH, EVERY KISS, EVERY TIME I LIED. WELL[/color]
CHILDHOODFRIEND[color=F6333C] NGS YOU NEED TO HEAR. WELL THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS[/color] * TEENAGE, WHATEVS.
INSEPERABLE[color=C3336F] LL HOPE FOR COMING BACK. WE'VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR COMING BACK, LOST[/color]
TENSION[color=66389E] YOU'RE LEAVING, LEAVING ME HANGING. WHEN DID YOUR HEART GO MISSING? W[/color]
INLOVE[color=661379] HEART GO MISSING, YEAH? I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID, I NEVER WAS LYING WHE[/color] * ONE-SIDED, I GUESS.
POSSIBLEFUTURE[color=79008B] MISSING? I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW COULD YOU FORGET WHAT WE HA[/color]
PHYSICALATTRACTION[color=9E00D1] R HEART, YOUR HEART WENT MISSIN'. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIND I[/color]
INDENIAL[color=A700DA] RE JUST THE OTHER DAY. NOW IT'S GONE. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE; CALL THE[/color]
CHEMISTRY[color=B000E3] NYMORE; YOU THINK YOUR LOVE WAS JUST A SCORE. ARE YOU TOO YOUNG OR A[/color]
TENSION[color=C300F6] EART. MAYBE YOU NEED MORE TIME TO DECIDE. ASK YOURSELF “WHAT FOR? WHAT[/color]
MUTUALCRUSH[color=C700FA] FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU PAINTED A PICTURE YOU WANTED TO SEE,[/color]
CRUSHONYOU[color=CC00FF] YOU CAN LAUGH THIS ONE OFF BUT IT'S NOT EASY. SHE'S GIVEN YOU EVERYTH[/color]
CRUSHONHIM[color=C30EFF] ING SHE HAS, OH, OH. MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO &[/color]
FLEETINGGLANCES[color=B02AFF] AT FOR? WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR, WHAT FOR?” YOU WANTED HER AND YOU[/color]
BUTTERFLIESINSTOMACH[color=A738FF] GOT HER BUT YOU'RE STILL SO CARELESS WITH YOUR WORDS. IF Y[/color]
RESPECT[color=A26699] THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE UNSOPHIST[/color]
PROTECTIVE[color=B56699] OF THE BEST. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? THESE ARE THE WORDS OF T[/color]
LOVE-HATE[color=BE6699] FOR THE KILLERS OF ROCK AND ROLL. DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY MONOLOGUE? SAID[/color]
CONFUSED[color=C36699] THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE POPSTARS. THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE... THESE A[/color]
TENSE[color=B979BE] I COULD NEVER REALLY LOVE YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THE TRUST, OF THE TRUST. YOU'RE[/color]
AWKWARD[color=B57DC7] UP ALL NIGHT FIXING YOUR HAIR, BUT YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH THAT I'M SATISFI[/color]
COMPLICATED[color=B082D1] ED. I'M DOING THINGS LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I'M NOT PARTYING, I'M PARTING FROM[/color]

[b]TEAGAN [I]![/I][/B] “caydance. he was my best friend, practically my everything, and...well, he was the only person i've ever felt completely comfortable with. we were seventeen. we met at school or something, made friends straight away. it was undeniable that he was attractive, but i never actually thought about it back then. i was eighteen when everything started to change between him and i - or no, things started to change [i]for me[/i]. i got butterflies whenever i saw him. i had dreams about him. i started falling for him, hard. i guess i'd never noticed before how my best friend was so perfect and so...amazing...i never decided to tell him, though. i didn't want to ruin what he already had, and i was almost positive that he would have said no. i mean, cuddling and piggyback rides were close enough, yeah? no. it wasn't, though. it took me awhile to notice that i really, really needed him to be [i]mine[/i]. not just my best friend, but my [i]boyfriend[/i]. it's too bad that it never worked out. i was nineteen when i went over to his place, equipped with some flowers, opened the door and found him and some guy - a cute guy, mad props, cay - making out on the couch. luckily, they were so caught up in each other that they didn't really notice me with my mouth open and my flowers on the floor in the doorway. they might have noticed when the door slammed and there were some flowers lying astray in the doorway, but i was already gone by then. i knew he didn't like me back. this was caydance, my best friend. he didn't want to be anything more than my best friend and i had known it all along. i cried that minute. that hour. that day. maybe for a week or so. i started avoiding him blatantly - still am, quite honestly. he had that cute guy got really serious and i guess he forgot about persistently calling me to try and get me to start talking to him again. i didn't get a call from him for a really long time...and then we just not friends anymore. i still wasn't over it. i'm [i]still[/i] not over it. i thought the show would be a good way to get past my annoying feelings, but again i was wrong. i seem to have made a good habit of being unlucky and wrong. he's here. he and that stupid, stupid boy are both here...i hate it. i want to go home right now, [i]so bad[/i]. either that, or i want [i]him[/i]. i know i can't spoil his new love thing for him, though. i can't do that to the person that i love...but, wait, does that sound twisted to you?”
[b]CAYDANCE [I]![/I][/B] “leave this shit here.”
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